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hahahs.. heys everyone, sorry for not updating.. got banned from the com and the net, no time in school.. lotsa work to catch up on and lotsa choir pract.. not enough sleep to begin with. hahahs. so i finally found some time to come on. (:
hmmm. the past week.. been pretty good.. LOTSA INTERESTING THINGS HAPPENING. (: -looks and yingmin- heehees. by the way.. yingmin's mark tan's twin.. they look so alike! (: hahahs.. ask me for the photo.. very nice! hahahs.. she took one with daniel thong.. no.. two. and many many with mark tan.. unfortunately.. a certain SOMEONE by the name of NEO GENRONG decided to play with my cam and accidentally formatted the whole memory stick. hrmpf. i'm still sore about losing the nice pics in there but i know he didn't do it on purpose. (: cat high boys.. sigh. lousy with technology. [i'd probably fail if it were GP.. making a huge sweeping statement. (: ] hahahs.. oh wells.
choral ex has been great! (: i love the finale choir and all the aquaintances made there at vch. (: hahahs.. had lotsa fun.. dorothy[nj], ELISSA jerome samuel[tp!], yingmin [cedar], christina[fairfield], wanling[anglican high] etc etc.. hahahs.. you all rawk my socks! hahahs.. (: on choral fest I, me yingmin and daniel thong were crapping big time in the terrace hahahs.. so fun.. snapping pics of him with yingmin's phone.. and that horrible 'please, pretty please, pretty pretty please, pretty please with lotsa sugar and cherries on top' thing that daniel thong made me say. hahahs.. i had my chance! heehees! making him say that too. (: now i knoe how fun it is to reject people when they're desperate.. hahahs.. but only when it's all in the name of fun.. like rejecting people who want to hear gossip.. (: and that time when genrong and me and the rest were at the steps to vch and he was singing and we were like.. listening to his grrrreat voice. (: hahahs.. i think timothy's is still very good.. hard to compare with genrong's cos theirs are good in different ways. (:
had physics make-up spa today, so i didn't go for the chinese thing with my class.. i screwed it up lah. there was only 10 mins left and i was still plotting my graph. grr. hahahs.. oh dear.. TIME MANAGEMENT! then took my chinese compo thingy with shawn goh and gillian.. had absolutely nothing but crap and more crap so i just wrote lots of that and handed in my script. then was rather bored in the locker room with shawn cos we were waiting for gillian.. then we played real lame stuff like hididn our scripts in one of the empty lockers and letting the other person find.. in the end i opened almost all the lockers.. looked quite cool. (: then shawn decided to be mighty lame and walked into all the locker doors to close them.. hahahs.. in the end he had a bad head-ache.. cos the locker doors kept banging on his face! (:
went for the tutoring programme.. wasn't that interesting.. so skip.
oh yea. before i forget.
to daniel thong, dingjie, genrong and zhizhong, all the best for tomorrow's performance! (: jia you. (: hahahs.. i'm sure it'll be great.. no stress yea! (:
ripped this off the 27/04's PDG notice board.. thought it was quite nice..
if you are kind, people may accuse you of being selfish and having ulterior motives;
be kind anyway.
people are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered;
forgive them anyway.
if you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;
succeed anyway.
if you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;
be frank anyway.
if you find serenity and happiness, the may be jealous;
be happy anyway.
dingjie: hahahs! you're welcome. hope you liked it. (:
shizhen: there you are.. updated.. tho i won't update in a while again. so sorry. anyways.. enjoy the concert tomorrow.. (:
why guys like girls
1. They will always smell good even if its just shampoo
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder
3. How cute they look when they sleep
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world
6. How cute they are when they eat
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 out side
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear
10.The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful thing on this earth
11.How cute they are when they argue
12.The way her hand always finds yours
13.The way they smile
14.The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight
15.The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....
16.The way they kiss when you do something nice for them
17.The way they kiss you when you say "I love you'
18....actually... just the way they kiss you...
19.The way they fall into your arms when they cry
20.Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly
21.The way they hit you and expect it to hurt
22.Then the way apologize when it does hurt ..(even though we don't admit it!)
23.The way they say "I miss you"
24.The way you miss them
25.The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore.
26.Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them... it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons. No paper would do it justice. It is a thing a feeling, that is only felt.
hahahs.. ripped this off hector's blog. hector's ddusty musty ol' blog. hope he doesn't mind. UPDATE HECTOR! (: hmms. from what my brother tells me.. some true some may not be true. hahahs.. (:
i gotta study hard!
arghs. just let my parents sign my test report. sigh. frankly, i too think it sucks. big time. they're gonna impose all sorts of curfews and all. argh. should've worked harder.. too late now i guess.
yesterday's choir practice was horrid i tell you. it was such an embarassment. the mixed choir people didn't memorize the score.. so we were unsure of the notes, and ms lim was kinda irritated cos we were doing so d arn yucky and all. yea. seriously, she shouldn't have started off practice by saying who sounded absolutely gross and all. so very demoralizing. the first thing that the conductor says sets the mood for the whole practice you know.. she should have known better than to say what she said. grr. apparently, she's got a huge liking for tenors, very different from nelson. she probably hates sops or something. we were the worst of the 4 choirs there or something. sigh. we have to work hard mixed jc choir! (:
next week's gonna be a real busy week. gonna be skipping lessons quite a bit for rehearsals and all. not looking forward to it cos there'll be lotsa catching up to do. sigh. not like my studies can make it. it's like.. C6, C6, E, E, O, F. yucky results.
F for physics.
O for econs. i only needed 0.8% to get a E, which is half a mark of the paper. so infuriating.
E for chem. right on the dot.
E for math. like.. really bad. my class is made up of math freaks or something? yea.
C6 for GP. this one.. average lahs. quite hard to score anyway.
C6 for chinese. also expected. why?
cos i hate chinese.
did peer tutoring today at yangzheng primary.. it's called something like
the treehouse programme? yea. my tutee was this kid named rachel. she's in pr 4A, super hardworking. i should learn from her man. (: hahahs. but she so quiet! hard to get her to open her 'golden mouth'. heehees! (: lucky i have experience from teaching difficult kids at sunday school in my church, so it wasn't a problem, she started responding in no time. (: sweet lil girl.
and who's eggyeggyeggy?!
argh. i know you mean well, but maybe you should not interfere with our choir matters, unless you're in ajchoir. yup. and i don't even know who you are lors. maybe one day you come and tell me personally? hahahs. i would like to know. (:
liru: hahahs.. thanks dear. much much better now. hahahs. see you at school on monday! (: oh yea.. shizhen wants your msn contact. (:
shizhen: hahahs. okays. i shall let you and liru communicate on my board for a while. heehees!
puzzled
oh yea.. mingwei asked me yesterday what my christian name was.. then i was like.. what christian name? he was like.. erm.. tell me your full name.. so i told him.. and he was like.. you mean you don't have a middle name? and i was like.. no? hahahs.. and he thought i was jeanette
olivia koh. like.. ?!?!? hahahs. right. told you we were crapping. (:
-sick-
gees.. i'm now resting at home.. sick. achy. feeling grossed out. grr. hahahs. oh wells. at least i get to skip lessons, not that it's a good thing cos i'll need to do a lot of catching up later, but it's a much needed time of rest. (: after going to school, rushing here, rushing there.. i need to stop for a while. (: the doctor gave me two days mc.. and i was like.. oh no. got choir practice. mrs koh [ the ccab music officer ] said that we had to teach all the other people who were singing in choral ex the song
och jungfrun hon går i ringen.. and that we have to learn it and probably memorize it by friday. the thing is i got sick on yesterday, we planned to learn the song today and we have to sing tomorrow for choral ex practice. how bad can this get.. argh.
yesterday
was feeling terrible before break. lemme see. hmmm. i think i kinda knew i was sick when we went for econs lecture. no maybe it was only at chem lecture. hahahs. felt achy and all, but i still went for lessons.. took my temperature during break.. 37.4°C..oh wells, i still went for lessons.. hahahs. then met my darling twinee at lunch, she was with lynn, victor, iris and poor ming wei.. hahahs. he sat down at the wrong time lors. (: my twinee forced him to stay in school with me until i left school.. hahahs.. he actually wanted to go swimming and do up his gp blog, but oh wells.. THANKS MINGWEI FOR STAYING! (: hahahs.. yup.. he taught me trigo and stuffs. and broke mark tan's high score of snake II on my phone. hahahs. oh wells. (: was really funny lahs.. just crapping with him. (: about the painter and the school cleaner and that yucky water cooler?!?! hahahs.. oh yes.
warning to all:
one of the school cleaners used a mop[the one they use to mop the toilet floors] to clean off the paint on the water cooler.. and it's like.. the mop's so disgustingly grey with dirt and germs and he kept using it to clean the part where the water shoots out.. the drinking part.. yucks. totally disgusting. so far, most of the at high people i know are just really nice and all. especially to us girls. (: hahahs.. i guess the "grooming all of you into gentlemen" is showing eh? (: hahahs. i also don't know what i'm talking about lahs..
anyways, went to j8 with mark to meet daniel thong, hahahs.. just in case some people are reading this i shall not say what we were doing there. it's a secret you know? (: hahahs.. then took a bus from bishan interchange.. i just boarded the bus then suddenly i felt like.. really faint.. and the bus was really crowded, didn't manage to get a seat.. couldn't stand cos i was afraid if i did, i would surely like.. lose consciousness? yup. luckily a nice lady noticed that i wasn't feeling too good and gave up her seat. (: there were others around who should have given up their seat instead of her cos she was like.. having bags of stuff, but i couldn't really hold out any longer so i thanked her and sat down. yup.. well, it's in all these little things where we see GOD taking care of every single one of us. (:
thank you LORD. (:
mommie insisted that i had to go to the doctor's. gramma cooked my favourite curry, but too bad i didn't have any appetite. really wanted to have some, but was feeling terrible already. so sorry gramma.. i'll have some when i get well. i promise. (: anyways, my mommie woke me up after she had her dinner and dragged me to the doctor's. the doctor had this really fierce look on her face.. hahahs. she took my temperature and was like.. 38.5°C.. i was like thinking.. ooh. i have fever? hahahs. then she took my pressure and i felt as if my hand was going to drop off or something. the pressure thing squeezed my hand so tightly! was given 2 days mc, but i think i'll probably go to school on friday. there's council investiture during civics. and i don't need to take pe cos i got mc. (: whee. this is great. hahahs. my classmates are going to be so jealous that i get to watch them get tortured by sanuse. wait. that's if sanuse is back from re-service.. hahahs.. oh wells.
guess i'll still go school for choir today.. i mean.. i'm well enough. i think. (: daddy will come fetch me after school so no worries. (:
eleana and senghong: mm. okays.. not sure who you're talking about, but okays.. (: oh wait.. are you talking about 'egg'? cos i really don't know who that is.. yep. i wanna know who that is as much as you do..
shizhen: hahahs.. dunno..
keni: hey twinee! thanks for being such a darling. (: love you.. see you in school.. tomorrow? if i get well lahs. (: i think i should be okay by then. (:
relieved.
"We also rejoice in our sufferings, because we know that suffering produces perseverance, character, hope."
Romans 5:3-4
whew. i hope this issue has finally come to an end. this is just a huge misunderstanding. don't worry everybody, no grudges held. (: i'm sorry if i seemed nosey, i was just doing what mr soh told me to do.
well, it's a good thing that mr soh finally spoke. for those that might have missed his tag(s), i shall link it all up.. here goes..
"I hope my job assigned to you did not cause much hurt to you. My intention to getting you to help , is because I saw your reliability during my wedding. People out there, Jeanette got my permission to do what she did.. and I think she is doing what a comitted and caring choir member is doing. I see no reasons why people should question her... My apologies to people who got hurt from this experience. This is not what I do... The initial intention to raise this issue is to have a real closely knitted choir (; Finally a BIG thank you to Jeanette. I owe you a big one... U did a great job... Your conscience is clear , no worries!! God bless"
well, i hope everyone now understands where i come from, no ill intentions. (: i just wanted to help, maybe it was a little to intrusive for others' liking. so sorry for all the inconvenience caused..
hahahs! today was great also because i made up with SARAH! (: hahahs.. she "broke up" with me on friday cos she thought i was cheating on her! hahahs.. my dear beloved. let me get this straight. jiacun is that HOONGTA and SHALLIN and SHINHUNG anyhow say one.. hahahs... you know that as well as i do.. (: hahahs.. (: but good thing we patched up today. (: don't let jingyi harm our 'relationship'.. but if you wanna run away with *ahem*.. and *ahem ahem*.. meaning VICTOR and SHINHUNG, i shall be sad but i'll understand. heehees! this is so fun. (:
wells, to all those around me who've constantly used their various antics to cheer me up and to bring the smile back, don't worry, i'm on the road to recovery. i'll be smiling soon! hahahs.. one sign.. count the number of smiley faces up there are already! heehees! (:
wanna share with you all a kid's song that we sing at sunday school. (: hahahs.. it's really nice with all the kiddy actions.. cools. (: well, if you ask me, i'll show it to you! (: hahahs.. but lynette, jasper and mark always groan when i try to show them new kids' songs.. hahahs.. here's the first of what i hope would be a series.. (: see if i can find time to type them out. (:
Be like a tree
i'm gonna be like a tree
planted by the water
trusting in the father
to keep me strong
i'm gonna be like a tree
planted by the water
trusting in the name of the LORD.
i'm gonna be like a tree
planted by the water
trusting in the father
to help me grow
i'm gonna be like a tree
planted by the water
trusting in the name of the LORD.
the deeper the roots grow
the better the fruits grow
the blessings bloom out
for all to see
the deeper the roots grow
the more my life shows
that Jesus is the LORD of me
LORD of me!
tab:hey dear! thanks so much for just being there and sharing advice. (: hahahs. proves my point on learning from those younger than us. (: love you.
mr soh:heys, thanks for clearing it up. hopefully things will be much better now that people know why i did what i did. thanks so much! (:
inspired
Make me a channel of Your peace
Make me a channel of your peace.
Where there is hatred let me bring your love;
Where there is injury your pardon, Lord;
And where there's doubt true faith in you.
Refrain
Oh, Master grant that I may never seek
So much to be consoled as to console;
To be understood as to understand;
To be loved as to love with all my soul.
Make me a channel of your peace.
Where there's despair in life let me bring hope;
Where there is darkness, only light;
And where there's sadness, ever joy.
refrain
Make me a channel of your peace.
It is in pardoning that we are pardoned;
In giving to all men that we receive;
And in dying that we're born to eternal life.
refrain
Make me a channel of your peace.
Where there is hatred let me bring your love;
Where there is injury your pardon, Lord;
And where there's doubt true faith in you.
this song has truly lifted my spirits. after yet another day at school, it was nice to finally be back at church singing hymns at our vicar's induction service. and helping the kids with their performance. they're so trusting, so innocent. they make you marvel at the simplicity of thier world, and sometimes we envy them. how ironic it is that when we were young, we all yearned for the day when we could go out with our friends and all. now that the day has finally come, i don't really know if i prefer it now as compared to life back then. oh wells. i guess life still goes on. perhaps teaching these kids gives me a joy that i cannot find anywhere else. i love them so very much. (: oh dear. this reminds me that i need to go get a lolly for amelia tomorrow. hahahs. she's such an active girl. so hard to get her to sit still or to cooperate in the performance. oh wells. a strawberry lolly did the job. -winks- heehees. looking forward to tomorrow cos i'll finally be teaching again. (:
had finale practice today, did all three songs, "fire fire, my heart", "och jungfrun hon gor i ringen", "pseudo yoik". it was okay. hahahs. and mrs koh was slightly annoyed that the sec sch pple were constantly relying on the jc pple to give them their starting note. oh wells. there were so few of them to begin with. most of them went for last week's sectionals. it seemed like forever.. hahahs. with ulcer, plus cramps, plus sore throat, i managed to sing somewhat decently? hahahs. i really don't know, but i tried not to stick out too much. (: oh yea. mrs koh said that the choral ex camp t-shirts are going to be sent out to all participating schools on mon, so by wed the school should get it. and we are to wear the shirts to practice on friday. argh. practice is from 5 to 9.30 pm. gonna be so darn tired. grr. dinner? guess we'll have to packet some snacks. don't think there's much time for eating, if you all remember how finale sectionals always drag until the next session[which happens to be mixed jc, which i am part of] starts. so there.
i choose to look to the bright side of things. for the sake of my family, friends and those who care. for GOD. if not for GOD, i would have burst out already. "the joy of the LORD is my strength".
shizhen:don't you worry. (: i know 'anonymous' is not you. i have some idea who it is, almost 80% sure. but oh wells. if he chooses to remain anonymous, we can't force him can we?
' what does not kill us will ultimately make us stronger '
really am encouraged by those around me..
thanks to SARAH. you're such a dear. thanks for making today more bearable.
thanks to the choir people who stood by me. i shall not give names in case you all get involved because of me. not very wise. yup. thanks so much.. (:
thanks to all my other friends, who have shown their concern.. near or far, you still show concern. really appreciate that. (:
most imptly, thanks to GOD cos he put such a great bunch of people with me, people whom i cherish. even for those that do not think well of me, thank god for you so that i can improve through you all.
it's in such times where you really see who's worth having as friends. well, for all those that have been there for me.. thank you so much. if not for all of you.. i don't know how i would have survived today without breaking down. yup. love you all.(:
mouse:i knew it. hahahs. jasper was right. he insisted that it was you talking to yourself.. hahahs.. oh wells. thanks for the timely advice. i shall smile more.. to SARAH and to those who've been there for me.. and many others! well.. here's one for you! (: -wide grin-
wanyi: yup. don't worry. i will smile. (: you haven't update me on the performance yet!
thoroughly disappointed.
sigh.
that's all i can say. i got dragged into this. you think i wanted to get involved? no. N-O no.
to the person who got me involved:
with all due respect, i think i have failed very badly and wish to be relieved of this "job" and responsibility you have placed on me. i'm sorry i couldn't get it resolved. i think it's time i should back away. chee guan's right. i'm in no position to interfere. i may have helped you once, but this is not within my control. i'm sorry. maybe it's better if you clear things up? i'm hurt enough. i want no more.
i think some of you might be rejoicing to hear that i cried in school today. thanks for telling me how you really feel. i appreciate that. i just thought i'd make known how i feel, and so did some of you. well, at least i now know how you all really feel towards this issue. i'm sorry if i was any bother.
sometimes, people make mistakes too. my greatest mistake this time was probably to agree to help a certain someone solve this problem, something that i wasn't in any position to do so. i guess it won't help to keep all these grudges in us. i'm trying very hard to let go. i hope you all would too. it may be just a slip of tongue, a moment of anger, and sometimes, we don't really mean what we say. miunderstandings arise because of that. is it worth it to split the choir because of a few misunderstandings? i don't think so.
maybe i took the wrong approach to this problem. i myself don't know. maybe i can be harsh at times. but i really want us to improve. if i did anything wrong, do come and tell me. face to face. i'm learning too. i'm not perfect. in fact, i think that there's alot to learn even from those we feel that are inferior to us. in fact, they are stronger in other ways too.
i'd just like to end this with what my dad said this morning. i thought it was rather true.. so i'd like to share it with all of you.
just like our speech, our actions reflect what is in us.
don't do anything you'll regret later. i know i'm not perfect. give me another chance to learn, alright?
mouse:oh wells. you don't say nice things about YOURSELF. you stay positive about other people. (:
shizhen:heys, thanks. it's nice to know that there are people who care. (:
cheeguan:i hope i'll be given a chance to clarify things. will you give me that?
pissed
argh. darn pissed right now. one wrong word and i'll blow or something. this is gonna be quite an angsty post.. so beware.
okays. was reading the bible just now so i kinda calmed down a bit. it's been a terrible day for AJChoir today. super. especially the exco. poor things they are.. get blamed.. politics is probably at it's peak now. grr.
yes, everyone has their own differences. that's one of the things about being in a choir. to learn to work and blend with each other. sort out differences. not stick out like a sore thumb. spoil everyone's day. the whole mood at choir pract was darn gloomy i tell you.
to clarify things a little..
i know that many people are not used to [or object to] mark's style of
conducting. i'm trying to be as objective here as i can. perhaps THOSE people can also try to be objective here. what i'm trying to say is that everyone has their
own style. can you tell mike brewer not to be enthusiastic? can you tell velasco not to joke during choir practices? the one of the reasons why brewer is so effective in the teaching and conducting of choral music is probably because he allows his choir members to enjoy the music and have fun. can you imagine a solemn practice with brewer? it's just not his style. similarly, some of you criticise mark's style of conducting. you think other styles of conducting is better? why don't you employ someone, teach them how to conduct YOUR WAY and let them be your puppet. or even better still, DO IT YOURSELF. brewer and velasco have different conducting styles. can you say that one of them is definitely better? no.they are good at delivering different types of sounds. so it is the same with our student conductor. are you not taking a biased view of him? give him a chance. if you have constructive feedback, i'm sure he'd gladly listed to your advice. mark's not an unreasonable person. you know that as well as i do. you think it is easy to hold your temper and smile and joke with your choir members when they are such a fidgetty lot who are not exactly musically in tune yet? well think again. you think mark's approach is easy? maybe you should try it yourself. what he's trying to do is to help us enjoy choir practices. trust me. everytime i talk to him, he asks me, "how can i make choir practices more fun and interesting for them?"
as many of you have said it for yourselves, what we need for the finals is a united choir. not one that is fragmented because of political struggles like that.
if we're gonna stay the way we are, we're probably not even gonna make it to the finals.
sorry, i'm not known to be a sweet talker. i speak my mind. i don't care if what i say offends anybody. this is my views. my blog. don't like what i say? get out. i thoroughly dislike two-faced people.
this is probably all i'm gonna say about this issue. i hope we all be sensible and grow up. why be so sensitive over little issues, blow them up? does no good to yourself, no good for the choir as a whole. doesn't reflect very well on the individual you know. i've kept my silence on the choir long enough. i've sat on the fence long enough. my butt is aching. i'm gonna get off the fence and be opinionated, like it or not.
stressed.
Happy birthday huixian!
no mood to blog.
tired.
-screams-
go away and stop giving us homework.
teachers.
they are sadistic.
crap.
got dragged into playing volleyball for panther house. grrr. charles. i'm gonna get you. muahahahahaha.. oh yea. lihao got ms in kit shong aka yan lao shi for his oral.. hahahs.. well, only PAE 22/04 pple who took chinese would get the joke. how ironic that they should meet again like that. (:
yeas. nothing much. just pia-ing homework. mark ponned school/ was sick[or so he claims].. i helped you relink jared already. (: hahahs. yeps. (:
guess i'll just reply people and then go sleep.
mouse:wells, if you really have nothing nice to say, then maybe you should stay away from my blog. if you have your own blog, rant about shizhen there. not here. don't have? get one or just keep it to yourself, thank you very much.
haha!
sop's the best section today! like.. finally. (: basses.. hahahs.. zao sia. well.. SOME people will cause the REST to go off key.. that's what singing in a choir is like, is it not? (: way to go sops! we rawk. hahahahs!(: okays.. the exco's gonna sing 'longest time' for the j2 farewell. that's so uber cool! (: like that song.. (:
i'm so screwed. got so much homework undone.. like GP ESSAY OUTLINES and econs drq and project work.. argh. save me. grr. feeling so suffocated.. under the immense work pressure..
just now my daddy came to pick me up from choir pract.. then i was with lynette and jasper cos i managed to persuade mark to go for dinner with the scandal family.. they were the only grp going for dinner.. so it was better if he left first.. and my daddy came like.. 10 mins later.. and he was like..
"that's jasper?"
"yup."
"and that's lynette?"
"yup."
hahahs.. right. my daddy's smart.. heehees. he's never met them before but he guessed them correctly. oh wells. not too difficult since we always hang out together and stuffs. do we? often enough i guess. (:
okays. i better go mug right now.. or else i'm dead. hahahs. okays. i'm gone. wait. tagboard replies first..
kailing: hahahs.. yep yep! thanks so much for everything dear. (: love you lots and lots! and i REALLY REALLY think you're great at the drums.. so keep it up! (: hahahs.. see ya at cell? (:
mouse:okay okay.. i believe you.. just stop insulting shizhen alright? i think it's rather mean of you to do that. rude too. fancy insulting other people on my blog. HMM.
hahahs.. i'm so happy! my twin has finally got a blog for herself.. but unfortunately.. she didn't know how to design her blog.. so i had to help her.. hahahs.. when she gave it to me to help her to redo it.. all the text was like.. overlapping.. and it was on the pic.. and the tagboard was nowhere to be seen.. hahahs.. well.. now i guess it's better. hahahs.. cools. twinee! hope you like it. (: i linked your blog to mine already! (: see.. under the
AJC PAE 22/04.. keni.. (: hahahs!
wanyi:oh.. i thought your performance was in the morning.. okays.. hahahs.. yup.. leexuan and qianru told me about it. (: yeappers.
mouse:i think it is very mean of you to speak of other people like that.. unless you are shizhen. (:
charles:hahahs.. thanks! (: yup.. and you too.. try to move on yea? no use holding back.. it's better for you too. (:
-kirche-
i'm back from church! (:
okays.. "kirche" is german for "church". it's pronounced as kir-cher i think. (: hahahs.. something my brother taught me from his limited knowledge of the german language after staying there for almost 6 months! (: wow.. i wish i was as lucky as him.. but i'd need brains and lots or brains to get me a place in internship in germany. it's uber cool. the place there is great.. i've fallen in love with the german culture, the climate, everything about it! (: the only drawback: i can't speak german.. i know how to order my favourite ice cream, i know how to buy stuffs at the supermarket, but when it comes to speaking, i'm like a dumb person.. yup. i guess the good thing is most of them know at least a little english so it's not so bad.. if it were france, i'd just die or something. they're so anti-english..
anyways, service was okay i guess. sermon was by our vicar, rev tan piah, and joe led worship.. seriously, i think kailing is better at the drums than nicholas.. nicholas' style is a little too.. noisy. yep. kailing is really good at the drums.. that babe who looks like shuqi. (: you go girl! (: vicar was quite funny as usual. (: hahahs.. left halfway to learn 2 new children's songs, so fun! hahahs.. 7 times a day and i'mm gonna be like a tree. love it. oh yea.. wendy's back! hahahs.. for the first time in like.. 2-3 months? with baby emma.. so cute.. hahahs. but i think baby kendric is still the cutest. (:
was sheltering the kids back to church for communion cos there was a sudden downpour.. really heavy, and i was sheltering jerome. he's so short, he refuses to walk quickly, so in the end i got totally drenched. and we went into the aircon church.. i was like.. shaking as i received communion. really bad. yup. think i might have caught a chill.. was sneezing away just now. oh wells. didn't manage to catch tab in church today.. cos i went straight for service, forgot to go for AA [adventure ark, the name of our sunday school] to learn the new songs.. yup.
okays.. better go mug a little, got chinese tuition later. yucks. chinese. and oh dear. my mama went to read my msgs.. i dunno whether to be angry or what.. invasion of my privacy. hrmpf. but i'm more afraid that she found out about mark. argh.. i'm so dead..
jiemin:hahahs.. so did you manage to catch it? the handbell performance?
mouse:who are you?
mich: hahahs.. interesting how you found my blog. anyway, you're from northland primary? now you're in sec one? and for the handbells.. they were just average. i think they can do better. heard them ring better before. (:
i feel good.. tada tada tada ta!
hahahs.. just watched the pl primary handbell girls perform on ch8.. so cool.. mr fong was conducting them! (: hahahs.. he's super talented. (: okays.. here's my analysis of their performance..
general visual presentation: good cos most of them were smiling.. even the p6 girls who normally have a really sulky face were all smiling. (: which is very good. (: the middle range bell ringers were making an effort to shake to the beat.. which is also very good. usually they're like robots.. to get them to move is just about as difficult as getting the sec sch girls to move.. yup. so quite proud of them.. could see they were trying very hard. (:
musical presentation:
chimers: well done! you all were fantastic.. maving.. smiling.. very good performance. BRAVO! (:
bass: spectacular performance. especially xin en and partner. you two were outstanding. the beat was held very well, the people who were doing martelleto.. good, i see you putting in effort and enjoying it. (:
treble:
frankly, this is the worse i've heard you girls play. seriously. as in.. i really regret letting mr fong make the p6 girls do the 5-octave while you p5 girls take the treble. you all don't have enough experience. under a bit of stress and pressure, the whole melody line collapses. this will not do.. on a more positive note.. there were times when you all sounded together. now, that's how it was supposed to sound. sorry, just feeling very disappointed that you all should drag the performance down. not gonna say this to you face to face lest you all start crying.. and mr fong won't want me to demoralise you all.. so there.
to mr fong: hahahs! right. i heard about the msg you sent to pearl.. yea, you were good. (: please do not leave.. pl sec handbells cannot go for syf without you next year. under the two women, i'm almost certain they'll get at best a silver. maybe even a bronze. no way they'll be getting a gold while playing off a score.. please don't go.. take it as we're pleading with you on behalf of the girls.. for the sake of the sec four batch of the last SYF.. me, pearl, jinghui, cheryl, maisy.. you have to stay..
took a nice and really long nap today.. had lunch and played the piano for a while before i fell asleep.. only woke up in time to take a shower and have dinner.. yup.. (: so i'm feeling quite good now.. (: worried that i won't be able to sleep tonight.. hahahs. oh wells. i'll try. (:
lam: hahahs. right. sorry you couldn't throw flour on mark.. he predicted it and said he'd get really angry if i allowed you to do that.. yup. he said if there's anything i could do, it was to keep him clean. yea.. so sorry about that.
shallin: hahahs.. okays.. you just need to make sure charles doesn't leak anything out.. i won't say a thing.. i promise.. anyways, we haven't been talking about HIM anymore.. you must update me! (: and ghandi.. i'll just wait for val to send over the file.. (:
shizhen:hahahs.. yes boy.. you can go. heehees! (: just don't pee in your pants. erm. green shorts. (: and about esplanade.. is it the cat high concert? the one where the choir is gonna put up a musical on 1 aug with the rest?
pearl:hahahs.. good good. hope you're coping well in school yea! (: take care!
wanyi:hahahs.. alrights. (: you watched the pl pri on tv? how did you find them?
yi-mei:hahahs.. okays. whatever you call that. (: i felt lonely, so i turned to my dearest big red pencilbox! (: hahahs. don't bother about me.. (:
whee!
I PASSED MY GP! can you believe it?!?! hahahs.. i got like.. 25.5/50. it's probably my best marks. i think that's a... C5? yup cos it's an AO level subject. so 50-55 is C5.. i think. (: wheee! so glad i passed. had GP in the com lab again.. argh. was terrible. the disk which we saved all our info in could not be opened. at all. and we all freaked. except chenxi. hahahs. he still sat there.. as ms lee always says, "sit there and look pretty".. hahahs! (: it'a true to a LARGE extent. (:
lemme see. my grades are now C [GP], E[math], E[chem], D[chinese], i dunno my physics and econs grade, but i think like got no hope? hahahs. oh wells. i can't be bothered anymore.. i mean.. i can't do anything to change my marks now right? so i might as well just mug harder.. (: which is what i have meen telling myself this whole while. (:
had AO level chinese oral today.. it sucked. totally. i was like.. super nervous.. yup. don't really wanna relive that experience.. so skip..
ding da rong [or more fondly known as ddr] forgot to tell that horrible mrs kuah that we had oral so we can't attend tutorial.. and now she insists on having make up tutorial. thanks arh ddr.. hrmpf. can't imagine EXTRA lessons with her. i mean.. we want LESS tutorials with her.. NOT MORE.
talked to eugene from RJ just now.. hahahs.. he's trying to squeeze info out of me.. hahahs. is my personal life so appealing to everyone? -curious- cos everyone's asking me this and that.. i'm the subject of scandals.. just now while waiting with my classmates for our turn to have our oral.. shallin and shin hung were bored so they decided to try create scandals in our class. so they asked jiacun to name a girl.. then he looked at me and said.. you lah! and i'm like.. ?!?!? and now they pair me up with him.. thank you very much but i'm not interested.. yes i know he's hunky, he's cool, tall, dark and.. handsome[?] and he's a great guy, but no thanks. try harder.. (: why don't you all match jiacun with some other girl? not me. i have enough of scandals. charles.. yaupng.. mark.. and now jiacun?!?! just when i thought you people have gotten over pairing me up.. gees. you start the process all over again.. sigh.
celebrated mark's birthday with a little muffin.. oh wells. hope he liked our present for him.. hahahs.. i'm sorry i didn't get you a 70 bucks lava lamp.. heehees! (: oh dear. now daniel thong and laura will come after me.. hahahs! okays.. i'd better run..
shizhen:hahahs.. you should tell that to our dear mark tan. hahahs.. he needs the encouragement to study.. oh wells. some people are just born smarter than everyone else. we can't blame them right? can we? heehees! (: don't worry.. my aim is to become a teacher [nobody's allowed to laugh! (:] yup.. so i'll do my best.. (: hahahs.. and why do you wanna kill jasper? just for showing who you are? hahahs.. RIGHT. (: and who's debra lam? oops. forgive me if i sound slow or anything..
twinee:relax dear.. you'll do well as you've always been. (: you've been quite consistent all along.. (:
marklam:ahh don't lie.. we all know you go home and mug. (:
wanyi: okays. passed it to you le. it's different colour but i don't think it'll be obvious.. tell me how the performance goes yea? (:
genie ho: yes dear! you too.. (: love you! *muacks*!
: : l a z y : :
hahahs.. feeling real lazy now. don't feel like doing any work but i've got my econs essay outlines due tomorrow. just did some filing of my work.. all my stuff were in such a big mess, couldn't take it anymore. so i lugged out all my files and started sorting stuffs. but i haven't done my GP file yet. hahahs. too lazy. that's why. (:
today, ms ng took one mark away from 17 people's mcq score [including mine.. sob sob] cos there was some error. grr. co now i got 15/25 which is like.. 60%. and i found out that my chinese is a C6! cos C6's like.. 45%-49.9%. woohoo! (: and math.. still as disappointing. oh. 1 person failed math in my class. i remembered wrongly. oh wells. but that doesn't make me any happier. oh wells. i'm so gonna die when i get back my phy and chem and GP papers. all fail? hahahs. here's a consolation to all those who did as badly as me in the july common tests: the marks only constitute 5% of your total grade. hahahs.. so take heart. study now..
school was.. boring. my whole class were cursing and swearing at mrs kuah [our chem tutor] cos she gave us so little time for our practical. considering that there are only 5 weighing balances.. like.. what the.. i spent the first 15 minutes of 45 minutes just sitting there waiting cos we had to go in register order. LAME. and we had like.. 3 experiments to do and out of which one is VERY TIME CONSUMING. argh.. and she loves to humiliate her students. i hate teachers who do that. super low EQ. grr. which reminds me that i have chem tutorial tomorrow and i'm totally not looking forward to it.
1. we might be getting back our test papers. i'll most probably fail.
2. if we don't get back our test, we'll be going through tutoorial, which i absolutely have not done.
3. it's juat mrs kuah. i wish ms chew took over her for good. argh. i know mrs kuah's good, but really irritating. she screams at my class for the tiniest things. it was as if she knew right from the start that she was gonna hate us. she shouted at us in her first lesson with us. grrr. i hate her more than i hate GP. i mean.. even SARAH who's really nice and all says that any period after chem is great cos it's a good change. from that tigress. roar.
i'm so gonna kill jasper ang jie shin. thanks for volunteering me for some stupid library survey. geees. you're lucky that the survey only took 5 minutes.. if it was like.. anything more than 2 pages i'd come after your head! muahahahs.. and you left me with kelvin and yi-mei. you know how awkward that feels? like when they're playing with each other and i only have my pencilbox for company. just my pencilbox and i. -looks away-
in the end, we didn't even distribute scores today. i wonder what we'll do tomorrow.. without scores. hahahs. today was just some meeting about j2's farewell and the possibility of going to vienna or some place in europe next july. i'm not too keen on going though. it's right after the common tests, meaning there might be lotsa of practices leading up to it and it's just before the syf finals, that's if we get in. we're hopeful, but not complacent after nelson praised us like that. (: but the prospect of being able to leave the country when your peers have to attend boring lectures [possibly by ms ho siew chong] and listen to mrs kuah is tempting enough. (: yup. the meeting was rather short, so me lynette mark and jasper went to nyp macs for lunch.. late lunch cos by the time we left, it was 4.30? yup.. mark read some lines from his compo.. so amusing! hahahs.. his expression is.. is.. erms.. weird? but definitely funny. (:
okays. i'm so dead for tomorrow. i tried a bit of my physics tutorial, but looks like i have to hurry if i wanna be able to catch up during tutorial.
chem tutorial.. i think i've said enough about it, about how i absolutely LOOK FORWARD TO IT.
shizhen: your sister's name is jean? hahahs. cools. (: anyways, i saw your pic today. mark has your class pic in his choir file, so jasper pointed you out to me during lunch.. (: and i meant mark was just kidding when he said he was jealous that i was actually listening to what jasper said. hahahs.. yep, i know genevieve ho.. she's my good friend from pl handbells.. grew up in handbells together. me, her, pearl and cheryl. why? you know her too? (:
dingjie:hahahs.. it's okay lahs. (: so how's choir with mr panda? (: heehees!
jasper:huh? who's getting what? hmmms.
jiemin: don't worry about it dear. i give up hope le. only have myself to blame cos i never study.. the effects of playing too hard. it gets addictive you know .(:
lam: hahahs. my results? good? who you wanna bluff? it's so darn lousy until i feel like throwing my test papers away. sigh. guess i'll have to face it. i'll probably get an F for both physics and chem. not looking forward to getting my other papers back.. burn them all! hahahs.. and besides, how bad can your results get? i mean.. you're pretty smart yourself. and hardworking too. (: oh yea.. how did my twin to for the tests? and iris? they both sure score very well right? they're so darn hardworking. i wish i had that trait that my twinee has. hahahs. too bad i don't..
-big sigh-
okays. my results are like.. shit? yea. totally.
Chinese - 73.5/170.. adding the listening compre and oral.. it'll come to 47.8%.. which is like a D7. oooh. am i supposed to be rejoicing that i passed my chinese? hmmms. if it was at least a C. maybe. but it's like.. 47.8%! like.. what the. i've never done so badly for chinese. NEVER. and even mark did better than me in chinese. oh my goodness. guess it's all thanks to my compo.. my 44 became a 35 cos i didn't exactly answer the question. grrr. whatever.
Mathematics C - 33/70 which becomes 47.1%. okays. what's my grades becoming like?!? it's an E. still an A level pass, but a real lousy one. gees. i think i'm 2nd lowest in class or something. and my friends congratulate me.. cos most got a F.. oookays. well. my class had like.. 7As, 5Bs, 3Cs, 6Ds and 3Es i think. if i didn't remember wrongly lahs.. hais. this is like A math. i'm just hoping my final results will be like a math too.. last minute get an A2 from a D7.. oh wells. have to mug hard now.
Econs MCQ - 16/25 which is like..64%. and when i got it back, ms ng was like.. what happened to you? too busy with choir? geees. i thinnk my class is doing real well for this common test. apparently, our class average is 18.4/25, and we topped the level. even mrs goh, my math tutor said our class is the best class she has so far. all passed. hais. and i'm below average! argh! okays. i should really get down to studying. oh wells. ms ng has very high expectations of us you know.. the other time val got 16/25 for the econs MCQ in the previous common test.. ms ng made her do a whole stack of MCQ questions to help her improve.. oh dear. it's freaking me out.
okays. so far, i passed all my subjects. but then it doesn't mean i'll pass GP, physics and chem, considering that the teachers are so strict in their marking and all. and the paper was so darn tough. oh wells.
START MUGGING NOW JEANETTE! hais. which reminds me that i still have
42 newspaper articles to complete, 6 GP essay outlines, 2 econs essay outlines, math tutorial 10, physics motion in a circle tutorial, chem tutorial. i'm so dead. and the stress.. argh.
considering that i finished my write up on Ghandi and Turing, and copied all my math notes and am back on track, i think it's quite good for 1.5 hour's work. i started the write up from scratch.. still have some holes here and there.. but i can't think anymore. need sleep. desperately. goodnight my dear readers! (:
oh yea. choir at LT2 tomorrow. probably gonna just be distributing scores and the like. haven't had choir in a long time. (:
take note.. finale choir practice: 17 July, CCAB, 9am to 12pm. choir cell group at 7am tomorrow.. erm, not sure where the venue is though. ask alison. (:
dingjie:hahahs.. yea it's okay. (: no hard feelings. (:
shizhen:hahahs.. don't tease her le lahs.. so mean lehs. and LAME. (:and isn't it weird that you call me erm..
genie? i mean.. it's so out-of-point. jean.. jeanie.. still okay.. but genie?! that's what i use to call my friend genevieve. anyways, mark's also saying i shouldn't believe jasper.. hahahs! i think he's jealous.. oo. (: no lahs.. he's probably kidding. and what jasper told me seems quite believable.. (:
dingjie:hahahs.. duanjie's my friend okay.. don't make fun of her name. hrmpf. and anyway, she looks like michelle saram! so you might wanna think twice about teasing her. (:
luke:woah. luke's got lotsa class spirit! hahahs.. the first time he tags on my blog is in defense of duan.. (: go lukey! (:
wanyi:so sorry dear! must have overlooked it.. hmmms. i got it edited already! hmmm. now i wonder if i should put 'mlfcp (: (: (: (: (:'? heehees! (:
b-o-r-e-d
i'm bored to tears. geees. i can't go to watch a movie with my friends. i can't ask anyone over. and i've got nothing to do except doing my homework.
wow. that's SO exciting.
okays. woke up early in the morning to watch the
euro 2004 finals. hmmms. my daddy watched it with me.. i thought it was rather disappointing to see the portugese play such a lousy game. i mean.. their players are probably a more experienced lot [they have players like ricardo and figo], their coach is a world-class coach who helped brazil win the world cup, i don't see why they couldn't win. maybe it was the pressure of playing on home ground. maybe. the greeks were a more composed team and i believe there was alot of luck.. i mean.. the first corner they get is the goal they score? how coincidental can that be? HMMM. some barcelona fan went berserk and ran onto the field right in the middle of the game. right. didn't know why until mark explained it to me. ah. enlightenment! (: i didn't even know he was a barcelona fan in the first place. oh wells. he's probably still in detention right now or something. geees. drama drama drama! -shakes head- wanted to carry on watching tv but the days of our lives was pretty boring. besides, i think i watched the episodes after that already so i wasn't too interested. yes, if you're really surprised, i watch days of our lives, but only for fun. (: when i'm really bored. (:
okays. i did some rearrangement of my blog layout, minor changes here and there. (: go look for them yourself. (: hahahs. supposed to pack my room, clear the newspapers and finish up my homework. apparently, i'm not in the mood to do any of that. yea. so i'm here blogging away. wheee! (:
okays.. i shall try to fin some other thing to do to pass time. geees. i didn't know that days could be so long..
cheeguan:wells. i don't have a choice you know.. i can't even post on my diaryland blog, can't edit my template.. basically i can't do anything to my blog. so i have to move. move where? back to blogger of course. (: who cares about the banner. just leave it there till i manage to make it disappear. (:
dj:okays. you're duanjie or dingjie? hahahs.. confused.
melody:yup yup! how's mg handbells? good i hope. although i still don't like mrs angela aw.. but you girls rawk! (:
jiemin:you're welcome dear. (:
lynette the bimbo president:hahahs! wow! you're back! hmmms. thanks for your concern dear.. the cake.. yes! we SHALL go and get it. hahahs.. how about one for everyone? wheee!
GOD is merciful..
ooookay. i'm feeling rather traumatised right now. *piang* the sound of glass shattering is still ringing in my ears. what happened? i'll get to it soon..
went to church today, was quite shocked when i saw timothy. hahahs! so happy he's back! missed him so much. (: glad he had a good time in aussieland. yay! he bought me this horse shoe where he got the guy to engrave my name on it. so sweet! (: and strawberry bubblegum and koala stuff. (: whoppee! godmama's also back! wheee! hahahs. godmama went with tim and wilfrid.. welcome home ivy! (: hahahs. she got me this whole bunch of rubberbands.. she says.. now you no need to worry about being short of rubberbands! hahahs! so sweet! thanks so much all of you! (: i love my
ivy,
tim and
wildsie! hahahs.. my nickname for wilfrid.. wildsie! (: okays.. if you wanna know the adventures there, ask tim yourself.. i had a good time laughing.. about the horses farting, pissing and shitting all the time in tim's face! hahahs! especially wilfrid's horse. (: okays. i shall leave you to ask him the details yourself. (:
had my first lesson of tuition today.. for the term i mean. chinese tuition. eeks. anyway, it was okays.. yup.. sat right at the back with ruoxi aka dawn. from aj. (: yup. nothing much.. just that i met joycelyn's cousin again.. he's in my tuition class again. oh wells. i made sure that he wouldn't tell anyone about chee tek. (: oh wells. i can't guarantee but i guess if he did, it wouldn't be on purpose.
had dinner with my parents today at some cafe. what's the name? i'm not really sure. i think it's terra. yup. it's just at the entrance of hotel intercontinental. hmm. in parco bugis junction.. yup. had some baked fish rice. it's kinda ordinary.. just rice with cheese and mushrooms and slices of cod fish. so full now. feel like puking. yup.
okays. here's the traumatising part. we got up to leave, if we turned right from the shop, we would be heading in the right direction to the carpark. but somehow, my daddy insisted on turning left. he said there was this voice in him that told him to turn left. oh wells. so we told him the carpark was to the right and he was like.. yea hor. then we have to walk through hotel intercontinental.. and when we were approaching the glass door of the hotel, i saw 4 guys running towards us from in the hotel.. and my instincts were to stop where i was. i guess it was a good thing that my dad turned in the wrong direction cos the first guy apparently did something wrong and the three guys behind were hotel staff. so they were chasing him and we had no idea what was going on. the first guy[the "criminal" we shall call him guy A] smashed the hotel's glass doors. the glass pieces landed a few cm away from my feet. i was like.. nearest to the door. i just stood there rooted to the ground. like. oh my goodness. then guy A tried to escape but i guess he was caught eventually cos the hotel staff ran quite quickly.. and caught up with him. (: the good prevails. (: and GOD is merciful! i believe he has kept us safe. prayed for the safety of my family just before dinner. oooh. GOD is good.. ALL THE TIME! (:
twinee: hahahs.. no problem dear. take as much space as you want. after all.. you're my dearest twinee! (: and reporting at 2pm is just plain ridiculous.. well, i guess i just can't appreciate the stuff that went on. it's just not my kind.. yup. and as for bowen.. no comments. i thought tk was not bad.. (: maybe bowen was better i don't know. but i know for overall performance, tk was good. bowen.. not sure. (:
-SYF opening-
oookays. i thought today's SYF opening was like.. a total waste of time. yup. it was just.. screwed up.
1. we were told to meet at 1pm cos the bus would ferry us there. the opening actually starts at
4pm. so we were like.. super early. it was good thinking on their part [the teachers] not to tell us the time it starts cos it's really ridiculous reporting so early.
2. we were totally bored while waiting. think about it. two and a half hours! just sitting in the sun and staring into space. we ended up playing with edna's calculator.. which is a graphic calculator.. only f math students have it.. as in further math students, not fail math students. (: anyway, that calculator had this game, it's kinda lame but when you're that bored, you don't think about lameness anymore. anything goes. (: but it was really boring watching the ball bounce up and down, so i decided to join the catholic radical in his discussion with a catholic traditionalist. (: hahahs. looks like i wasn't the only one interested in mark's views. kelvin joined in soon after, jasper and victor too. (: so there was like.. 6 or 7 of us, dunno if i missed anyone out. hahahs. after a while, kelvin whipped out his handphone and started snapping pictures of lynette and jasper. he got one that was quite a good shot i must say. (: and he went all around showing the whole choir. geees. (:
3.there was no food, no water, and the ushers refused to let us out from the grandstand. grrr. i realised the st nicks girls were rather.. fidgetty? yea. maybe that's why we weren't allowed out. thanks so much to the secondary school kiddos. grrr.
4.we were asked to watch performances like what you find in ndp. you know the people running here and there with props. and i wonder why i never turned up for any ndp except the compulsory p5 one. HMMM.
5.if all of the above can be tolerated, this was the last straw. the parade ended at 6.30, all of us sweaty, thirsty and hungry, were all really relieved that it was over. we all wanted to go home. no.. we must wait for the vip to go first. okays. fine. then what time can we leave? 7.30. 7.30?!?!? like.. do the vips take 1 hour just to clear the stadium? and at 7, the other half of the students in the stadium left already. like what the.. we were here first and they get to leave first. grrr. because of this, we missed 2 trains, had to wait for half an hour for a table at ps. so by the time i reached home, it was like.. 9.45 and i was really stinky and tired. hais. oh wells.
shizhen:oh wells. i dunno what to say. i mean.. hahahs. i heard from jasper about your famous acting skills and all. hmmm. (:
jiemin:hahahs.. i wasn't angry or anything lahs. (: oh my.. someone sounds affectionate.. oohs. hahahs... (: and i relinked you. (:
yesterday's post..
ooh. good day for me today. hahahs! oh wells. i just choose not to dwell on the negative. it helps you know.. (:
oh yea.. this is the part i wanted to post yesterday but my blog kinda screwed up. it still is screwed up.. but oh wells. will fix it someday.. i hope. (:
okays.. there's something wrong with my links.. i'd better go check it out.. soon. but not now.. exams. ahh. i can't believe i'm mugging so hard for like.. 5% of my total grade?! and oh my.. kailing's like asking.. were you and tim together before? like.. oh my. no lors. HELLO? i think you all too free le. and she was like.. the other time tim told you something then you started crying.. i thought you and him were together.. look. lemme get this straight.. to all my church friends out there who have been spreading the rumour that i was with tim.. i am not and was NEVER WITH HIM. got it? for those lost.. tim's the guy with the swiss cross on his shirt. yes, i think he sings very well, is a really nice guy and all, but he still is my brother's best friend and my very good friend and confidante. i am not gonna ruin my friendship with him by doing anything silly. got it? we're very good friends, like very close brother and sister, just as i am with ivy, his sister. and that's all there was and is to it. hrmpf. maybe my friends should stop pairing me up with guys i know. was on the bus today and one of my og mates from the first orientation was like.. oops i forgot your name.. what's your name ah? and his friends are like.. oi! want to jio her also don't make yourslef so obvious leh! like.. ahh. i dunno what to say. was in such a awkward position.. and he dropped at the same stop as me.. so i quickly walked off. don't wanna give them the wrong impression. hahhas. yup. i heard them walking very closely behind me.. i didn't bother turning around. yup.
hmms. to lynette.. you say *somebody* doesn't like you? hahahs.. yup.. i guess i have a *somebody* too.. hmmms. we shall gossip about it! (:
hahahs.. oh dear. i'm getting ultra bimbotic. that's not good. uh uh. hahahs. oh yea. me and lynette were at bread talk just now.. then as we were leaving, i pointed to her the "strawberry sweetheart" cake and she was like.. omg. this is the perfect cake for our bimbo club 4th month anniversary! hahahs. oh guess what? nelson kwei knows about the bimbo club.. hahahs.. and when he did, lynette was on the verge of killing me. hey.. not like i wanted to tell him right? wait. i DIDN'T tell him. he guessed. i don't even talk to him.. like duh. (: he doesn't talk to anyone except JASPER. i wonder why. (: heehees!
had lunch with lynette, jasper and mark. and that's when i found out that we were supposed to catch a movie together tomorrow. oookay. hahahs. but it's cancelled cos mark has pw.. i think. (: so yup. we were having lunch at kfc.. then after the chinese listening paper we[lynette, me and mark, jasper went home to sleep first. he doesn't take chinese anymore. lucky him. bleahs.] headed over to the library.. i wanted to study for my physics paper tomorrow, lynette had to do her bio assignment, mark wanted to borrow a good book to read. so jasper met us there.. and hahahs.. me and mark went over to the tamil section so we left lynette and jasper alone.. cos it felt weird sitting opposite them. yup. then i was studying.. mark was napping.. yada yada.. then it was time to head over to dhoby gaut cos jasper and mark had some class outing to watch spiderman2. hmmms. lynette wanted to take the train and all.. so we ended up going with them to the cinema.. and i met kailing, joshua and diana hioe! wooo! hahahs.. haven't seen her in quite a long time.. she was with friends so i didn't wanna disturb her.. just said hi and stuffs. (: hahahs.. one day we shall catch up. (: my ex-partner.. hahahs. sec one and two. (: so we FINALLY left after a long while with the two of them.. and we decided we're gonna watch spiderman2 on friday. how interesting. mark and jasper said they didn't mind watching it the second time. oh wells. there's not many good movies around now anyway. wanted to catch mean girls but it wouln't be out yet. bah.
cheeguan:hahahs. oh wells.. nice things must be shared right? (:
lam:hahahs.. hmmms. create another account? (:
shizhen:hahahs.. oh wells. if he has my photo.. i guess i can't do anything about it.. hmm. i gave him two.. now i remember. (: but i don't think he showed you those two.. (: and besides.. i am really not the shortest. (: really. (: and your last tag.. it's just mighty lame. bleahs. (:
