a guide to understanding girls. When a GIRL is quiet,
Millions of things are running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing,
She is thinking deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of
questions,
She is wondering how long you will be
around.

When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a
few
seconds,
She is not at all fine.

When a GIRL stares at you,
She is wondering why you are lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest,
She is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL calls you everyday,
She is seeking for your attention.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday,
She wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL sms's u everyday,
She wants you to reply at least once.

When a GIRL says I love you,
She means it.

When a GIRL says that she can't live
without you,
She has made up her mind that you are
her
future.

When a GIRL says "i miss you",
No one in this world can miss you more
than that  ¶ 10:36 AM

  ouch. wells. the days seem to be getting longer. gloomier too. but was as little happier yesterday? yup. liru and sarah would probably know why. oh gosh. why oh why.
ah. the poem mark wrote on love was up again. for a reason. he just gave me another one. seems like a second installment. dunno if i should publish it. hmmm. will ask him first.

oh wells.
i shoudn't have promised you. it's so hard to fulfill. and i don't believe in breaking my promises. how? in a dilemma. oh wells.  ¶ 9:56 AM

  Job 1:21 "...the Lord gave, and the Lord hath taken away: as it hath pleased the Lord, so is it done: blessed be the name of the Lord."

how apt. how true. oh wells.. the events of this week have taken a dramatic turn. HMMM. those who know about it.. do not tag about it kays. i'd rather we talk face to face. yep. any opinions. anything. yup.

to everything there is a season,
to everything there is a time.
for every purpose under heaven,
there is a time, a proper time.

to live and die, to plant and harvest.
to kill and heal, to wreck and build.
to cry or laugh, to mourn and dance.
there is a time, a proper time.

a time to cast away, to bring together.
a time to be embraced, to be alone.
to find and lose, to keep and give,

to everything there is a time.

LOVE?
What is LOVE?
That makes us crazy
With thoughts of idolatry, shameless fantasy?

What is LOVE?
That makes us nuts
And makes us tremble and have no guts?

Perhaps God on us has placed a hex,
So all will fall for the fairer sex.
And quote lines from long LOVE poems,
Some more dreadful than a dead rat's rectum.

Oh! How I hate it when some friends go,
"Help! I like this girl, I adore her so!"
What do they want, for me to drool?
Drool I not, for all who LOVE are fools.

Just some lines from those very LOVE sonnets,
Ring in my mind like a bee in my bonnet.
"Open my eyes, for I am blinded by you."
Ooh! My hair is standing, don't you feel it too.

"I knew my LOVE was true, the moment I laid eyes on you."
Heavens above! Don't they make you sick and blue?
Well, call me skeptic, call me cynical,
What these people need are 800-degree spectacles.

Hold a second, I know what you think,
I read your thoughts faster than you blink.
You imagine I'm LOVE-hater; you feel I'm gay.
Wrong! Though gay only when I write down what I have to say.

LOVE is untrue, LOVE is false,
LOVE as unlikely as Bach composing a waltz.
Yet you would very likely detect,
Most folks consider me incorrect.

For when they meet one they find so fair,
They most often forget that you are there.
They ignore your well-intentioned advice,
Your voice, they suddenly find not so nice.

Strangely though, they are lost for words,
When wanting to talk about the bees and birds.
To me they say, "I LOVE her, why?"
To the girl they say, "Er...er...bye!"

So it makes me wonder when it starts,
The exact moment when they lost their hearts.
Was it when they first saw,
Or sometime later, sometime more?

Whatever when, the result is always the same,
Like full-moon dogs they go insane.
Of those feelings, what is there to gain?
Isn't it nothing more than an irritating bane?

Once again, who am I to judge,
When it comes to matters of their stolen hearts.
But don't you sometimes find LOVE a hazard,
Much like a sauna in a barren desert.

Lost appetites, lack of sleep,
Well, you sow, that's what you reap.
And suddenly, we're all hopeless romantics.
OK, not really, just incurable lunatics.

In our minds float Marianne, Audrey, Sara, Michelle
Lo, behold, your life has become a living hell.
Wait a minute! I know you're cursing,
"What do you know, you've never felt anything!"

Well, you know what, thank God I haven't,
For I'm still residing in my seventh heaven.
Cause from my friends I know,
Being in LOVE is worse than eating dirty snow.

But that's life, isn't it, that we all have a soft spot,
Which needs a feminine presence to turn it hot.
Our raging hormones like orange flames,
With lustful desires we cannot tame.

Oh! Lamentable day when LOVE turns mental,
(For it's more fearful than a trip to the dentals)
When it makes us send text messages at 3 in the morning.
Romantic? When the other is soundly snoring?

Even sadder is when your LOVE ignores,
And your heart drops like a golfer shouting, "FORE!"
Inside you feel you need the gents,
you say, "It's alright, let's just be friends."

So why LOVE when it's obviously not worthwhile,
Certainly less useful than a ceramic tile.
But if you must, remember this,
Never sell your soul for just one kiss.

Instead, give it to her who can make it last,
Even when your teeth begin to rust.
For you only know that you have succeeded,
When you begin to feel really needed.

But that's unlikely, it'll hardly happen,
Just pray that when you're rejected you don't feel too saddened.
My point is, LOVE is fake; it's all pretence,
Oops! I'd better stop; I see your anger is intense.

My only wish is that, when one day you by LOVE are bitten,
You will remember the nonsense that I've just written.
Perhaps it will brighten up your day,
When all things seen so gloomy and gray.

What is LOVE;
That makes us gamble,
To show our last hand, for the plain impossible.

What is LOVE;
That makes us have,
Regrets aplenty, with so much left.

yup. how true, how true.  ¶ 2:51 PM

  more tagboard replies.. lauratan`
oh gosh. hahahs.. wells. priscilla tells me you're really dark now. CHAO TA. hahahs! now i don't dare to ask you go out.. wait cannot see you le.. oh dears.ho ho ho.

vanessako`
no problems! i'm poor mah.. so use phoney one la. (:

christabel`
hellos! ooos. where's your blog? lemme link you? (:
  ¶ 11:23 AM

  overdue tagboard replies yingyichen`
no problem dear. as a matter of fact.. ORULA's invited to my place for chinese new year! (: hahahs! we'll have fun then.. mmmm.. preferably between 14-18. cos my mum will be in australia then. hahahs! then we can all catch up. and.. we shall play master and truth or dare. (: hahahas.. find out secrets. or scandals. like ROLala. (:

priscillakoh`
hahahs! cousin! hahahs.. you're welcome. gonna meet you real soon.. chinese new year! we shall talk about laura then. hiaks. (:

michaelfeng`
ahahs! it's nice i guess. somewhat like singlish. helps me express a feeling that other words cannot represent. something like.. "yes and no la." (:

welyon`
oookays. (: hahahs.. i just cut this hairstyle for fun la. been wanting to cut my hair for a long time but never really got down to doing it till recently. (: the previous look.. it will come back if i'm too lazy to cut my hair again. and this was like.. i dunno what to cut so i just told the hairdresser anything as long as i look really different from the old look. (:

kenichong`
yep yep. buy tix from me. (: love you lots twinee. been seeing a little more of you lately, but you're no longer as cheery as last time. cheer up twinee! don't be too stressed by school work. (:

alisontay`
hahahs.. yes let them say what they want. but.. i didn't say the mouth rot part kays. wait i kana scolded how. hahahs.. (:

clementsim`
hey heys! -waves-
  ¶ 1:38 PM

  you are Mine. (isaiah 43) I will come to you in the silence,
I will lift you from all your fears.
you will hear My voice,
I claim you as My choice.
be still and know I am here.

I am hope for all who are hopeless,
I am eyes for all who long to see.
in the shadows of the night,
I will be your light,
come and rest in Me.

do not be afriad, I am with you.
I have called you each by name.
come and follow Me, I will bring you home;
I love you and you are Mine.

I am strength for all the despairing,
healing for the ones who dwell in shame.
all the blind will see,
the lame will all run free,
and all will know My name.

I am the Word that leads all to freedom,
I am the Peace the world cannot give.
I will call your name,
embracing all your pain,
stand up, now walk and live!
  ¶ 5:18 PM

  my week advertisement:
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15 march 2005

1930 hrs

victoria concert hall

$15 [only? so affordable! (:]

for all out there needing a break, a nice concert to take your girlfriend to, an evening to choral music.. wait no more. come buy tickets from me! (: the more the merrier. (:

oooookay. that was a lame bit of me. hahahs! (: today was okay.. prolly one of the best days in the week. (: though i know i didn't do too well for chem spa.. had mental block. but we shan't dwell on the negative. (:

lynette and jasper came over cos lynette wanted to learn the dance steps for hail holy queen.. yups. she didn't come that day you see. (: don't know if i made a good dance teacher. hahahs! no la.. i had a good student. (:

saw lotsa my og people around.. hahahs! and you all still shout my name.. hahahs! quite happy la. (: at least im not forgotten already. (: i miss you guys.. even though i'm so busy.. sorry i can't make it for the bbq.. got class commitment you see. yeps. today saw ROLala [i saw roland not lala] and michelle and xi'er and xianglong. hahahs! not that i dao you all la.. just that my week hasn't been too good. lotsa problems cropped up you see. but i'm better now. at least for today. (: ave maria does wonders to your mood. (:

today was generally an okay day.. poor jiacun's sick.. get well soon! (: then my class guys are ultra funny.. mrs goh's right. they ARE clowns. (: i love nineteen-oh-four. we're not THAT bonded but we still have loads of fun together! hahahs.. we're getting there..

was supposed to meet daniel today. sighs. then i remembered my mama said something about her being on leave. so i came home only to find the house empty. drats. if not i would have gone to keep my didi a company till initiation mass. yeps. sorry didi..

been hearing lotsa negative stuffs about people around me lately. i don't want to believe them but part of me knows that there IS some truth to what they say. it's weird that it's so easy to condemn but just so hard to build people up. i don't want to condemn anyone. well.. unless you really irk me or step on my toes la. hahahs! then.. oh gosh.

tonight there's prayer and praise at church. then there's choir tomorrow at siglap south cc. 10-4. 6 hrs. oh gosh. that means i have to wake up early. and i heard tpjc choir may be there too? HMMM.
  ¶ 5:06 PM